Thursday, July 14, 2011

I called a friend this morning asking the question,"what does it cost you to believe as you do?" He gave a thoughtful answer commenting he felt homeless most of the time with groups of friends. He means homeless in the sense of having no group who shares his understanding of the world.
I know what he means.
I don't fit the categories of theological church life, either. I'm accused of being in one group or the other by people who do not listen to me. They don't know but they feel better if they can peg me in a group.
Later today, when I napped, I had a dream about the RGBP Big Event. Number 5 is coming up in January for the group and I'll be on the big ship laughing with great women.
The dream was filled with women. Many I recognized from RGBP, others I gave faces to because I don't know them IRL. Everybody was talking and being happy to be together.
Other dream life stuff filtered through like getting stuck in a room filled with a wedding party wearing the worst outfits a dreamer can imagine. All sorts of pink shiny crystals sewed to anything moving.
The dream spoke the truth. I see women who understand me at the Big Event. What a great feeling it is to feel "at home" even if it is only 5 days a year.

Are you wondering why I napped? I'm going to the first showing of Harry Potter tonight at midnight with LH and friends.

Glad to see you again,
St. Casserole

5 comments:

Susan O said...

She posted,!!!!! I missed you!!!!!

God_Guurrlll said...

I dream about the good ship RGBP all the time. It's my happy place.

KnittinPreacher said...

so good to read you again. Have fun at Harry Potter!

Songbird said...

I am happy because you posted!!!
And I have lots of cruise dreams, too.

Celeste said...

So good to read you again! I too look forward to the next BE. I cherish memories of fierce and fabulous wise women amd laughing till my sides ache! In the midst of all the complicated stuff of church life - it is a blessing to know that RG's are for real.